This guy was WAY more into "the scene" than I was, but I can find a lot of common ground with him on the punk-conservative idea. "Libertarian" is about as close as I can get to a political label for myself, although my attachment to Good Government goes back as far as I've had an opinion, so the Anarchy thing was never happening.
I think the biggest thing that would have you transition between Punk and conservatism is the fact that you can think for yourself. There were a fair number of slumming dilettantes hanging around the gigs 25 years ago, but the people like me who were living on their own and too poor to buy new jeans when their old ones ripped survived on our own ingenuity. Except those who were on Welfare who were never likely to amount to anything. Some others of this group have gone on to be hateful leftist PC types, but not that many.
The biggest thing I got out of being a "punk" (as labelled by others, not initially self-identified) was the idea that it was a group where I could be myself. There were of course always the "harder-core than thou" types who were their own sort of conformists, but I was quite capable of ignoring them.
A group identifies by certain conventions they follow, and my favourite one of the list McInnes gave was #6 about slam dancing. Slam dancing was fun, because you could actually move, with a (usually) gratifying amount of physicality to make it more interesting. Moshing is an abomination and I personally blame Nirvana for ruining everything. Picking people back up was a key part of slamming, and this made it a social activity instead of a blood sport.
I said I blame Nirvana, so I shall substantiate. It was the fall of 1991 and I was a young guy living in a dank basement apartment downtown with a couple of friends. There were a small number of clubs which were "alternative" at least in the middle of the week when the hard-drinking party crowd was in abeyance. These we patronized on the Tues/Wed/Thurs as appropriate and at the time I knew pretty much everyone who showed up at least by sight if not better.
Then "Smells Like Teen Spirit" started getting heavy rotation on Much/MTV and things changed almost overnight. Fratboy jocks started showing up and trying to flatten people on the dance floors. The rest of us had learned the social mores of punk at gigs and followed them in the clubs; these new arrivals had no idea and seemed disinterested in learning better. It was a flavour of the month thing, but it "broke" the alternative scene in my city.
Entropy is the way of the universe so my time for that passed, but it was mildly disturbing to be off the cutting edge at 21. However, it was never about that; I as an accidentally opportunistic Individual liked the music (still listen to it and seek out new stuff) and was not about to conform to something I didn't like just to stay "in".
Doing your own thing and minding your own business are the traits of both Punks and Libertarians. My current career is a blatant sell-out to financial security as I really don't like being told what to do, and LOATHE being told how to do it. This is how I'm fighting Entropy these days, but I hope to make a change to being my own boss. Having children does tend to keep one's inner Anarchist under control, so I'm plotting and planning, but not holding my breath or betting the house on it. There's the "conservative" part.
What else particularly resonates with me? # 8 (The PC Police Have No Power Over You) and #10 (Violence has its Place). The former is part of the hating-to-be-told-how-to-do-things issues I have, and the latter is merely the way of the world. Indeed, both of these precepts are the underpinning of this Blog's existence.
Categorizing people inherently limits them, and nobody that I want to know would fit neatly into any one category. I'm all over the place in how I feel about things, and what I write here is a fair representation of that, but the map is not the territory. Speaking of a map, this post has lost it's way so it's time to tie it off.
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